Sad Songs and Idol 12

Okay guys maybe I should start this post with some sad songs recommendations:

• Stars by Grace Potter & The Nocturnals
• Here With Me by The Killers
• Undone by Haley Reinhart
• Underneath by Adam Lambert
• Wine After Whiskey by Carrie Underwood
• Volcano by Damien Rice ft. Lisa Hannigan (Phillip Phillips' version is nice too)
• Can't Have You by The Jonas Brothers
• Hold You by Nina Nesbitt
• Out From Under by Joanna Pacitti (covered by Britney Spears)
• What If by Ashley Tisdale

No, no. Don't get me wrong.  I don't want to make you feel depressed or anything. But I just love those songs that can make me feel emotional or cry at some point... I think that means the singer or the songwriter has done a great job in delivering his/her message. Even though maybe I haven't even experienced some stories in those songs, but it's just so awesome when their words are infectious. Well maybe some of them are not even that sad but they're just..... dark. But they are so good so you should check them out or you will regret it!

YOU WILL. REGRET. IT.

Well if I had to choose one song from that list, my current favourite is probably Stars. That song makes me go asdfghjkl every time. It reminds me of many people, it remind me of my pets that have passed away, it reminds me of simply anything that I have lost, it even reminds me of my celebrity crush(es) sometimes, anything really.  I first heard this song probably 3 or 4 months ago, but didn't really hook to it. Until a guy named Nick Boddington did a great job singing this song on Idol and I was like "I know that song!!!". I directly went to Youtube to re-watch his performance.

Here's the performance :)

And then I downloaded the original version, paid attention to the lyrics etc. etc. and I cried in the middle of the night because of it. Lol no this sounds too dramatic. Idk, there's just something in this song that touches my heart. 

Talking about Idol, what's with the guys this season?! No offense, but compared to the last season, they suck. Well maybe some of them like Nick Boddington and Devin Vellez are good. But last season there were just sooo many talents and they are so diverse. I don't know what the heck is wrong with this season. I mean Charlie Askew is just sooo damn overrated and yet Nicki Minaj is treating him like a god. Well, I don't think this is entirely Nicki's fault though cause sometimes she's a great judge and she stands for herself but sometimes she's like so high... sometimes I'm not even sure if she is watching the same thing with me. For girls, well, maybe I'm rooting for Angela Miller. and I think it's just so stupid how they eliminated Shubha Vedula so soon, when she's definitely talented. Like they want a great singer, Shubha is a great singer. And they eliminated her?! So what the heck that they want now? A singer or a whole package artist? I don't get it. And the comment that Nicki gave Shubha was so dang disrespectful. But so far, I think a girl should really win this season.

I just... I miss season 11 when everything was so beautiful and perf. And I always got so excited for Thursdays and get freakin' nervous on Friday mornings waiting for result. THOSE TIMES ARE JUST SO GREAT. :''')

I love each and everyone of them so much asdfghjkl why can't they just reunite and perform on my TV everyday. I guess I can never moved on from season 11.

Or maybe I just can't moved on from my baby a.k.a. the winner of last season :')

But I still love Idol... I just need a new judging panel, soon. SOON. I kinda wanting the old judging panel with Paula, Simon, and Randy. Kara is alright too.

ANYWAY

It's Monday again... And I'm sick of Mondays.

Alright, alright. I have to admit that today was not that bad. I had fun while doing english presentation and me and my best friends were like so high today so we laughed... a lot. We are high every Mondays I guess, don't know why.

"Stars, they make me wonder where you are

Stars, up on heaven's boulevard

And if I know you at all, I know you've gone too far

So I, I can't look at the stars"